Estamos atrapados en el mundo de los otros

los que no somos nosotros,

los que no nos dejan ver

Estamos circulando en este circulo vicioso
en este veneno amoroso

de idealismo y conviccion.

Estamos estancados en el realismo/pesimismo

que se desprecia a si mismo

y nos enferma de emoción.

Estamos vomitando la salud y la esperanza

y haciendo una albanza

a los que nos pueden salvar/matar.

Estamos tan cegados por nuestos cielos nublados

de qué es lo bueno y lo malo

y si hay diferencia, o no hay.

go back to what you used to be,

childs are always better, remember....

they're free!

MY WORDS WILL NEVER MATCH MY TOUGHTS

BUT LISTEN,

BECAUSE THEY CAN TELL YOU ALL THE SHIT I'M MADE OF

Please don't try and understand
where I sit nor where I stand,

I'm not close to what I told you
and not near to what they say
I'm not anything like all you
...kind of special in my way

I'm not saying I am better
I'm just different, that's all
and I get sometimes frustrated
by my looks and by my balls

I'm not brave enought to answer
I'm not brave enought to shout
but neither I can stay silent
all I know is running out

The boy I'd never date.

Hey coffee cake,

you're oh so far,

and I know you miss me

and I've learned you love me

We've always been friends,

and that's what I want

I want you as a friend

(I've thought about that)

It's always been so easy,

to accept we're not meant to be

but today it was much harder

I never new that for me.

When you told me about your plans

and all 'bout that other girl
It's so hard for me to focus

I don't get it anywhere.

You're so far how can I see you?

and relax, see it's just a thought

From here I'm just thinking 'bout you

and 'bout not losing my shot.

I think this is oh so selfish

because I don't love you like that

but as I don't want you with me

I don't want you with no one.

I know this is wrong wrong

and my thoughts should go away

Know I've always criticized

people acting like me today.

But you're that one guy in my picture

that one guy who changed my life.

Lately

Lately I worry about every piece of bread,
about every single penny, and every single breath.

Lately I'm missing every single word
every single smile and every single hug.

These days you come but just for a while
sometimes you stay, but some say goodbye.

Maybe I wasn't meant to love back
'cuz when I start caring, it just loses track

Today I want you close and forever
but of course, now you are farther than ever.

I never knew..

You don't know how far you are
and it takes time to realize
it doesn't matter what you walk
you'll never find them.

And you don't seem to be enough
the unexpected will comfort you
and the ones you keep waiting for
don't ever seem to do

Your tables turn
and knowledge may hurt
those you never thought of
can let you go after all

And when you're away
words are all you have
and those who send more
just win your heart

So you realize
at the end of the day
you do have real friends
you just had the names wrong

?

me siento encerrada en un mundo tan grande un mundo que sale y entra de mi mente cuando estoy muy dentro me siento presente pero a veces salgo y no sé donde estoy donde estoy ahora, adentro o afuera tan dentro de mi y tan fuera de todo no encuentro un camino ni sé si lo quiero tal ves mi vida sin sentido está bien tanta diversion y tantos buenos ratos cualquiera querria estar en mi zapatos pero me pregunto qué viene después a veces está todo ahí y no lo ves