The boy I'd never date.

Hey coffee cake,

you're oh so far,

and I know you miss me

and I've learned you love me

We've always been friends,

and that's what I want

I want you as a friend

(I've thought about that)

It's always been so easy,

to accept we're not meant to be

but today it was much harder

I never new that for me.

When you told me about your plans

and all 'bout that other girl
It's so hard for me to focus

I don't get it anywhere.

You're so far how can I see you?

and relax, see it's just a thought

From here I'm just thinking 'bout you

and 'bout not losing my shot.

I think this is oh so selfish

because I don't love you like that

but as I don't want you with me

I don't want you with no one.

I know this is wrong wrong

and my thoughts should go away

Know I've always criticized

people acting like me today.

But you're that one guy in my picture

that one guy who changed my life.

Lately

Lately I worry about every piece of bread,
about every single penny, and every single breath.

Lately I'm missing every single word
every single smile and every single hug.

These days you come but just for a while
sometimes you stay, but some say goodbye.

Maybe I wasn't meant to love back
'cuz when I start caring, it just loses track

Today I want you close and forever
but of course, now you are farther than ever.

I never knew..

You don't know how far you are
and it takes time to realize
it doesn't matter what you walk
you'll never find them.

And you don't seem to be enough
the unexpected will comfort you
and the ones you keep waiting for
don't ever seem to do

Your tables turn
and knowledge may hurt
those you never thought of
can let you go after all

And when you're away
words are all you have
and those who send more
just win your heart

So you realize
at the end of the day
you do have real friends
you just had the names wrong

?

me siento encerrada en un mundo tan grande un mundo que sale y entra de mi mente cuando estoy muy dentro me siento presente pero a veces salgo y no sé donde estoy donde estoy ahora, adentro o afuera tan dentro de mi y tan fuera de todo no encuentro un camino ni sé si lo quiero tal ves mi vida sin sentido está bien tanta diversion y tantos buenos ratos cualquiera querria estar en mi zapatos pero me pregunto qué viene después a veces está todo ahí y no lo ves

Por algo nos pusieron aquí

Estamos aquí parados tan cerca uno del otro que no sé si respirar. En un lugar donde las cosas vienen y van en sólo una noche; un lugar que guarda secretos si los testigos los saben guardar. El lugar de madrugada al que vinimos a dar.

Tu mano traviesa acaricia mi espalda y me invita a acercarme más. Mis pies tartamudos son buenos actuando y muy decididos dan un paso atrás; mientras mi mano en tu hombro baja despacio y te da una vuelta para disimular.

Me vas convenciendo, eres tan irresistible, y me voy acercando sin un paso atrás. Con hielo en mi cerebro y alcohol en mi corazón conectamos nuestros ojos y ese fuego en tu mirada me empieza a derretir. No sé cuanto tiempo más pueda pasar sin que una gota me delate.

Sólo pienso en no besarte y tú en todo lo contrario.

tu

Te veo y te veo en mi mente
Aunque intento dejarte de pensar
A veces es dificil no asomarse
A ver que tal es mi irrealidad

Te pienso y te anhelo y te espero
Te creo te quiero y te intento cambiar
Cada ves que te veo te pierdo una ves mas

Te analizo tanto que creo conocerte pero nunca me canso de explorar
Cada cosa buena que haces yo la hago exponencial
Y mis pies intentan convencer a mi cabeza y a mi corazon de que aun me quieres
A mi cabeza para que te encuentre, y a mi corazon para que sea mas feliz

Ready? Set?...(don't)GO!

Don't walk away on me, not with that look upon your eyes.

Don't leave me here to stay, just after you yelled at me so hard.

Don't turn around and say it's all the same for you.

Don't watch me cry and think it's not because of you.